The sobriety thing has definetly gotten easier if I take it day by day. I do miss my peoples back home and there are days i just  want to come home. I think if I can get and stay clean in sin city without rehab or a sponsor just me and my higher power and gaining knowledge on my addiction has gotten me 56 days clean

just for today

51 one days and counting. Ive never imagined how being clean physically and spiritualy. But definetly the best blessing any one could recieve.
The more God centered we become the less self centered we are.
Despair turns to hope,with a higher power in my life there is finalliy hope. Going through this process was pure hell until i regained faith and im recieving wisdom to carry forward. I only take my depression and anxiety plus my scitzo meds. Ive educated myself to only takemy prescribed meds and that in itself is the help from my higher power. Im now seeking out a sponor older and been where ive been. One my way to service so for now thats all i can give butbso much more knowledge to pass on. I will be grateful for feedback and advice.(One Day At A Time)

thirty more

All in all vegas turned out to be what was needed. Each day im learning more about myself ,addictions and faith. Not sure a month ago about any of those when i touched down but its definetly A learning experience. Kailee loves her school and we can relate and get along great with our Neighbors upstairs. They understand us mainly i think because we are from the eastcoast and they understand mental illness. I am thankful for my sister but not everyone person can completely save another. Direction is what i came for and becoming stronger in my faith is now what i need everyday. Knowledge is what will take me another thirty days

day1

we are on the greyhound outta Oklahoma!
some say it took too long but It could be just in time. So we will be in oas very gas in about 20 hours. I didn't get to say goodbye to my DJ but I did get a text saying he will be doing it to. We gonna be the musketeers again without the key ingredient for disaster. I've only fooled myself to think I had shit under control but its only. Been since march I had brain surgery and shooting dope is not something I ever thought could become. Me. Since I've done everything atlasl