Yesterday may have been they easiest yet to come or a few days. It has absolutley nothing to do with recovery from addiction to drugs; it has everything to do with the babbydaddy drama. Kids phones are off that they got three weeks ago due to the relocation of their father from colorado(state next door) back to Florida. That part in itsself has caused confusion with the kids but those edges were smoothed out until the kids woke up to the phones not working. Teenagers say the damndest things most of the time but when grandma has heard or  had enough to the book it goes.
So now i am blocked from their page and im not to feel disrespected(in which i dont, i feel as if it was a punch inthe gut) rather than make a big deal i said cool i get it. i would much rather be into it about why child support hasnt been paid in a year and that was only the second to third payment made in a good fifthteen years.
Guess i gotta leave it in the hands of the internal revenue sservice and sine he is back in the state that it was court ordered they wont let it slip through the cracks.
My son will be driving on his temps in a matter of weeks and he really wants a truck, to be able to make that happen is my main focus from now till the birthday in August.
He has been scouting trucks out on the web and he sees the price ranges and of course we all have dreamnt of our first car. i would like to come as close as a single  parent with a fixed income can and not so hot credit. so looking for a car for myself will just have to wait until money starts falling from the stars or hild supports invades this years taxes. The stress of recovery from drugs is far easier than trying to help recover your children broken hearts